A TRUE FRIENS IS TOO HARD TO FIND!!!

A true friend is hard to find.  Every time I become friends with someone who I feel is very close like a sister, something always happens. .  I have a soft heart and I would help anyone, but if I feel like I'm being used, I'm not going to stick around and just deal with it.  I'm a very mature, trustworthy person who doesn't like to play games.  I'm also a very loyal friend.  If my friend tells me some thing in confidence, they would not have to worry about me telling anyone even if I got mad at them.  Or another problem that I have is that they want to gossip too much.  A little gossip doesn't hurt if you just need to vent about a mate or something like that, but if its negative talk about everybody then it starts to get on my nerves after a while.  I always tend to meet people who are very selfish too.  I'm not selfish at all, so I need a friend who is trustworthy, considerate, kind, loyal, honest, and someone who is a positive person.  I guess these days, its just a little too much to ask for!